The Post Before The Post...

I have been meaning to write about our vacation last week, but I have just not had the time or been in the mood.  I'm not sure why.   Normally I love posting photos of my little rug rats and spouting off little stories about our adventures... but not yet.  I'm just not in the mood.  All week I have been trying to play catch up.  I am not doing a very good job at catching up.  My mood has not been good.  I have had several people ask me "what is wrong with you?" (including my own daughter).  The answer is this:  A lot is wrong with me right now.  But I just don't know how to talk about it.  I just don't want to talk about it.  I just don't want to deal with it right now.  I just want to forget about it for a minute.  Unfortunately, I can't.  I have way too much going on in my head right now to sort out.  And I just don't know what to say about it right now.  So I won't say a thing.  I will work in the yard today, and try to decompress a bit, then maybe I will feel better.  Maybe all of the answers will come to me, and I will be able to solve some of these issues.  Or may not.  I wish real life was simple.  Well, it doesn't hurt to wish, I guess.   Later, I will write a happy post about our vacation...  I will look at the photos of my happy, sun-kissed children, and I will feel better.  :)