Bad Behavior And Empty Bellies....

Oh joy. Today I got into trouble again-- well, technically two of my kids got into trouble, but it always feels like I'm the one getting punished... First thing this morning, the daycare director called me to say that Little A had, yet again, bitten a child in her class. Apparently that was her third offense this week! It would have been nice to have been informed about the other two incidents, so that I could have talked to her about it earlier. I told her that I would punish Little A when I got home tonight, but I couldn't come get her early. Then back to work I went. A couple of hours later, I got another call from the Daycare.... This time the assistant director informed me that D was acting out in class and refusing to listen to the teachers-- in fact he was laughing in their faces as they scolded him! I have to admit that that did not surprise me one bit. But the worst part was that I was told that I needed to make arrangements to pick them both up early!! Impossible, I told them. I work one hour away, and I was the only veterinarian in the hospital. I could not leave. They insisted that I find someone to pick them up, so I said that I would call them back soon. I never did. There just was no one for me to call... that's the way it goes.

When I picked the kids up in the evening, the director would barely even look at me. I tried to explain why I couldn't come to get them earlier, but she didn't seem interested in my explanation. Oh well. Both D and Little A got spankings and went to bed with out any dinner. I felt bad sending them to bed hungry, but this type of behavior has GOT to stop.... Not only should they respect other people, but I cannot afford to have them kicked out of daycare...

The funny thing was that Big A and I had a wonderful evening together. I had forgotten just how easy taking care of one child is. Making dinner was a breeze--- we sat quietly at the table and had a real discussion... I'm really not sure what it was about... I'm sure it involved Big A's plans to create something... That's usually what she likes to talk about. She has big plans, that girl. She usually carries them out too... After dinner, she played quietly in the living room while I cleaned the kitchen. Then went to bed without a fuss. A very peaceful evening--- for Big A and I anyway. I couldn't even hear the rumbling of my two younger children's bellies as they lay in their beds.....

Whirlwind Weekend...

Another crazy weekend has come and gone.... in a flash. Really almost a whirlwind. And my house looks like a tornado hit it.... naw, really it is not that bad. But my head is still in a bit of a fog.... stayed up too late. Thursday the kids and I went over to Pixie's house for dinner. Very delicious! Then Friday evening Erika and her boyfriend came into town for a visit...and what visit it was. Poor Erika was very under the weather the whole weekend, but it was still fun to see her and meet her new man! He's so sweet... like a big kid! And he can cook!!! She should keep him for sure. The kids spent the entire weekend playing in the yard.. having a ball! It was definitely an interesting weekend to say the least....

The Pixie And Her Roommate!!
Cookin'

Five Kids Chillin'

Awww. Love....

Jasmine Looks A Bit Tipsy...

I Don't Think She Appreciates Having
Her Picture Taken...

What???

Where Are The Manners???? :)

Erika And Her Man....

Finally He Takes That
Damn Hat Off!

Two Pixies.....

Big A Braiding Hair....
Beautiful...

Big A Also Designs Jewelry!!

Princesses In The Palace

Cute!!!!

WTF???
A VERY Late Night!!!

A Happy Weekend....

Sheesh... I uploaded these photos days ago and am just now getting around to posting them. What can I say... I've been busy. So far the latter part of the summer has been much better than the first. I think the kids feel the same way! They would much rather be around a happy Mommy I'm sure! Things are looking up and I'm having fun, lots of fun! I'm not going to analyze it too much. All I know is I am in a MUCH better place than I was a couple of months ago and I am sooo thankful for that.

Below are some photos from the other weekend...

Dress Up....

Four Kids Enjoying Hot Dogs....

Cat In The Hat!!!!

The Braves Game....


Excitement!!!!

What Can I Say.......

Best Friends.

After The Game!

Sweet!

D's T-ball Trophy!!!

Big A Adds Another One To
Her Collection...

CUTE Kids!!!!!

And Hungry Too....

Nicole And The Pixie....

My Goodness!!!!

Action Packed Adventures...

What a crazy, fun weekend we had.... I still don't think I have caught up on my sleep, and my house is a MESS, but the kids and I had a great time! Really, our weekend started early... Thursday the kids got to go "night swimming" at Lissa and her son's house! They were very excited about that! It was cute! On Friday night, we went to the Starlight Drive-in! I haven't been to a drive-in since I was a kid! It was actually really cool! We brought snacks, popcorn, and sleeping bags... and just chilled. The movie (Ice Age- Dawn of the Dinosaurs) started at about 9:3o, so the kids had a late night! It was actually my friend, Suzanne's idea... A very cool place to take kids!

Saturday was busy busy busy... I worked half of the day, then took the kids over to Lissa's for a swim! Lots of sun, water, and wine! :) In the evening, we went over to Suzanne's house for a little cookout. It was nice seeing an old friend, and meeting a new one. Lissa's son tagged along too, so Suzanne had 4 little kiddos exploring her house... don't think they destroyed too much though! :) Actually, they were all very good. Then the 4 pip squeaks camped out in our backyard! They had a great time, but needless to say, a VERY late night! Mommy had a most excellent night as well!!!

Sunday was a wonderful lazy day... recovering from late night adventures... The kids and I had lunch with Lissa and her boy, then later went over to Kim's for a cookout. Wow! A lot was packed into this weekend!!! No wonder I was sooo tired! :) But I cannot complain! I had the best weekend I have had in quite a while! It was so nice to be able to talk and laugh again!! A very happy weekend! Full of surprises... I really liked it! :) I really needed to feel happy again!!

Getting Ready For The Movie...

Little A's Ready For Her First

Drive-In Movie!!

Lissa's Baby... Chillin' With Tiger!!!

Very Cute!!!

One Cool Cat!!!

Cuties....

What A Pair!!!!

Fourth Of July Adventures 2009.....

The kids and I had a pretty good Fourth of July Weekend. Rather low key. On Saturday morning, I took them to Piedmont Park to watch some of the Peachtree Road Race. Really we just stood at finish line for a bit and watched the last of the runners come in... Then we met some friends who had run in the race and hung out for a little while. That afternoon, the kids played in the backyard while I did some yard work, then we went for a little swim.

In the evening, I took the kids to downtown Decatur to have inner and watch the fireworks. They had a good time!! They played in the steam fountain for a while after dinner, and we watched the ban play for a bit. Towards dusk, we headed up to our spot on the parking deck. It has a good, unobstructed view of the fireworks. D and Little A made friends with another little boy--- they all chased the football around for a while. The little boy's mother gave them all sparklers!

Playing In The Steam Fountain

Big A's Flag!!!

She Was Very Proud Of It!!!

Happy D

Football On The Parking Deck!!!!

Lighting The Sparklers!!!

D's First Sparkler Experience

Little A

Big A

Fireworks Over Decatur!!!

Back To Life...

I am taking a break from cleaning... never good. I may have a hard time going back to it. I love that I have the time to clean this week, but I hate that I am thinking so much. I have really been going through a hard time lately... back to my severe depression. Boy, the relaxation of my beach trip didn't last that long! :( Back to real life and back to my stress.... The good news is that I finally made an appointment for therapy! I start tomorrow... Good thing too, because I think that I am on the verge of a nervous breakdown. I'm serious. I know I am a bit crazy-- okay maybe a lot crazy, but I can't figure out why I can't get over this breakup thing. Really I am making light of it, I am truly heartbroken, and I seriously need some closure. I guess I won't be getting that, because she won't even speak to me. Things ended bad... as usual. We both acted like children. We are both nuts. I know this, but I still love her, and I still miss her, and I still want her back. It is really F***** up. I know it is over. And we may never be friends again. I finally called-- no answer. I asked to meet to talk. I really don't know what I want. I feel like I need to say some things-- to clear up, or attempt to clear up things. I really thought she was the one-- whatever that means. I guess in a since she is-- for the last 8 years, every time I spoke to her, I got butterflies. Not that I was pining over her. I was over her long ago... then she came back into my life, and I fell for her again. I don't know what the pull is. I can't figure it out-- is it just chemistry? Who knows. It's a mute point now, and I know I have to get over it again and get on with my life, but I can't help wondering what if... I can't stop thinking about the good, sweet times we had--- yes there were some of those. I know that deep inside her coldness, is a sweet person. I've seen her. But just as soon as she lets her guard down...she closes back up. I guess it is not my place to psychoanalyze her. That is for her to figure out. I just wish that we could figure things out together and be happy and in love.... etc. I need to figure myself out. I need to get my life on track and take on this heartbreak and loneliness that I feel right now and overcome it. I was in a good place last summer-- at least I think I was. Just chugging along with out a care--- except for kids, work, and money.... Lol. But I didn't feel lonely or heartbroken. That is one of the worst feelings in the world. I almost wish I had never opened myself up to it. But, as I have said before, now I have, and now I want to be in a relationship... Will it ever happen again for me? Guess we'll have to wait and see....