About twenty thousand thoughts seems to be whirling around in my brain right now... It's late, and I should be going to sleep. Or, if I'm not sleeping, I should be doing something productive. Instead, I am thinking, thinking, thinking... What am I thinking about? I really can't say... everything and nothing all at the same time. Mainly I'm daydreaming and stressing. Stressing about the trip. Stressing about my life. Stressing about my kids. And also I'm fantasizing about things that are not attainable.. like winning the lottery and leaving the country... Haha! It is really quite crunk. :) Sometimes I just have to laugh at what goes on inside my head... Otherwise, I might be slightly frightened. Ha!
Anyway, I need to settle my mind down a bit. It is too late to call anyone on the phone. Normal people are all in bed. Even my cats are sleeping...
Tonight I took the kids to Maddio's for spirit night, and it was fun. Well, parts of it were fun--- the parts where my kids acted up were not. I have decided that I need a night off from children very soon. I would like to have just one adult conversation that is not being constantly interrupted. I wonder if that is possible? Probably not. Well, I guess I shouldn't complain, after all, it was sort of a school function... :)
Two more days until we leave for the beach! I hope hope hope that this will be a restful vacation. I really hope the weather is nicer there than it has been here this week. I intend to spend every single possible minute out on the sand... Well, on a towel on the sand... :) I just hope I don't take my thoughts with me to the beach--- I want to leave them all behind for a week. Just one week, that's all I ask.
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