Yikes... I think I'm having a bit of anxiety attack about the School Board meeting tonight. Tonight they will be voting about the redistricting plan... the one where they want to send my kids to the crappy school down the street... The one we (our neighborhood) was blindsided with just one month ago. So tonight is the night... I feel kind of like I'm waiting in line for my turn at the guillotine... All day I have been full of a strange anxiety... I have been uncomfortable inside my own skin... I have found my mind wandering... my body pacing... A Just generally uncomfortable. But soon we, as a neighborhood will get an answer. Good or bad. I wish it was time already. I'm over it... I have felt in such a strange limbo lately... Nothing is simple or in place. Everything is out of sync--- job, school, relationship, home, health.... everything. Sheesh, I wish I could forget it all for a minute... But I can't forget any of it. It all circles in my mind at once....
I am soooo ready for vacation. Despite the fact that we have no money to go, we are goin'... Getting far far away from here! Even if we have to eat beanie weenies every night to do it! Hahaha! I have high hopes for this vacation. Rest and relaxation please... I want to forget about life for a while. Just soak in some sun and forget.... Too bad I still have a month to wait.... Oh well, something to look forward to....
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