Grrrrrr...............

I am so fucking over this dog!  For a couple of months things were fine in the back yard... aside from me having to constantly keep Ella and Daisy separated for fear that they will rip each other's throats out.  I had, I thought, dog proofed most of the fence, but now that butt head has found a new place to jump.  I started to put up more chicken wire around the rest of the fence today but didn't get finished.  I just let her out and in two seconds she had jumped the fence again and run up to the front door.  One of my cats attacked her and she cringed in fear... Good I hope the damn cat whacked her good.  That dog is an idiot.  A true idiot.  She was one of the worst decisions I ever made...  I really don't have time to train her or give her the attention she deserves, or even put up with her bullshit... She is destructive, dog aggressive, an escape artist, and really not too bright.  I hate to feel this way about her, but I do.  There, I admit it.  I am a terrible person....  for crying out loud I'm a VET!  But, I am also a single mother who does not have time to deal with this beast.... Sheesh.  The kids love her... well Big A does anyway, but I am at my wits end.  Okay, now I have vented.  Do I feel better? Hmm.  I don't know.  Maybe.  No, not really....   The guilt is back.  Now I feel guilty that I hate my dog...  Maybe hate is too strong of a word, but I am beginning to dislike her very very much...  Oh well, she's lucky she's so cute.