Today I am tired. I know, I know... you may be thinking that I always say I'm tired. I always am. But today, I feel excruciatingly tired--- maybe a better word is weary. I am so so weary. This week has been a stressful, never ending week. Yes, it is Friday, but I still see no end in sight. Work has not been stressful. The kids have not been stressful. My relationships with the people in my life have. And anyone who knows me realizes that navigating relationships and feelings is not one of my strong points. I have always considered myself a good friend-- maybe I was wrong. I think I've really hurt a friend. I know I am a terrible girlfriend, so I have tried to avoid that type of situation-- I may be about to disrupt that aspect of my life as well... I'm not sure what I am doing lately. Unfortunately I seem to be making lives miserable. That is one thing I seem to be able to do with relative ease.
Enough whining for now. The kids and I have a pretty busy weekend coming up.... Soccer games on Saturday and Sunday. This Sunday will be Little A's first practice/game--I am excited to see her in action. I think she will be a great little soccer player. Also, I have a few social events planned for myself-- crazy. I will attempt to report more later....
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