Well there is no new news to report about the adoption.. Typical. The agency just says--"we hope to hear something by the end of the week..." The usual BS. These "weeks" keep just going by... And my time is running out. My CIS document expires in June. The clock is ticking...
Today is "D"'s Birthday--so you can imagine how bitter I am right now... There he sits in an Orphanage, on his 5th Birthday-with no family. Yes, I am pissed.
The thing that cracks me up about my "agency" is that they sent me an evaluation form the other day. "tell us how we are doing"-- you suck. Of course, I crumpled it up and threw it in the garbage immediately. That is how much faith I have that my evaluation will do any good. I am just SO TIRED. I have just about reached my limit. I wish this whole thing was just over. I am so ready to not be "waiting" I am also so ready to not ever have to deal with the agency again... I guess if this adoption really happens, I will have to deal with them to an extent for 2-3 more years--doing post placement reports.. But at least I won't have to be in constant contact with them. I won't have to depend on their time lines. I will simply do my post placements and send them on their way--in a timely manner. The way things are supposed to be done.
Yes, I am a control freak-- but at least I get things done...
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